H A T E

hai?

mmkay, intro dulu. haha. tak boleh tidur, jadi kita buat bedtime story kejap. maaflah, dulu masa kecik kecik ada lah diary nak tulis, ni dah besar malas nak tulis tulis ni, taip je senang. ehehe. okay, THIS!

i hate it when you act like you are not listening
and that empty looking  face you make.
i  hate it when you make those annoying sounds
but i hate it even more when you have nothing to say.

i hate it when you are mad,
but secretly i thought it is cute.
i hate it when you do things half way done,
and not like a normal person should.

i hate it when you make me look like a fool,
and the way you pretend like you don't care.
i hate it when you forgot important dates,
but i'd always end up getting a teddy bear.

i hate to think about the future,
as you might not be there with me.
so let me tell it to you now,
that i love you much and forever will be...




so ni kepada encik MF, kerinduan . kat sini je mampu cakap . haha. biarlah orang nak cakap apa pun, janji diri happy . and yes, i'm happy when it comes all about you . habis terabur inggelish koi . hehe . to be honest, i wanna be your halal one fine day, walaupun ia sekadar kenyataan, tapi harap haraplah . bukannya ida mengharap tapi kalau tak dapat tu makan racun bunuh diri haha bukan . Jodoh Allah tu luas, takda siapa pun tahu . kadang kadang teringin nak jadi punca awak gelak tu, punca awak senyum, dengan perangei saya ni haa, banyak mengarut . haha . mmkay, ida mengaku, banyak lagi kekurangan yang ade kat ida , tang masak contohnya, masuk masterchef pun entahnya ida tersungkur keluar paling awal . tang mengemas semua boleh la jadi bibik sebabnya memang rimas kalau bersepah sangat . tang agama, memang kurang . tapi tengah muhasabah diri ni sikit sikit in Shaa Allah . kalau nak dibandingkan dengan orang yang awak sayang tu, ida awal awal dah kalah . kadang rasa tak layak , tapi teringin . haha apelah, sedih sangat kisahnya ida uii . mari lah tidur . end bedtime storii . semoga esok lusa tulat cuit coet dan seterusnya lebih indah :) hehe . papoy!

*gambar tu hiasan je*


storyteller,
                         

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